Friday 1 January 2021

Gwendoline Looks at The Skies

A person who lives quite close to me has deteriorated of late. Her behaviour is consistent with some of the features of dementia. I've known this person in excess of 30 years and there's a difference between "neighbourliness" and friendships-and it's okay.
I've put some words together





Gwendoline Looks at The Skies

Detached. Her house is detached
and lonely
She still lives there and only, 
Gwendoline looks at the skies.

Detached. He is detached
 and lonely
So many plans but the thing is only,
Gwendoline looks at the skies

Detached. It's what she
has become
It's what he has become.
And as he watches their 
Plans fracture
He hopes that something might distract her
and help her once more to be

It's arrived!
So has she!

Then gone...
and he can see in her face 
that she looks for that
Place
Feeling
And time
The connection, just one
But one that connects to cruel seconds then gone.
Gone.

He slumps in a garden chair
Carefully placed strategically where
He can keep her safe in his eyes.
And cups his forehead 
In grief beyond disguise.

And Gwendoline?
Gwendoline looks at the skies

2 comments:

  1. Very deep and touching. Seeing someone you love dearly... Lost and where? In the world od dementia...

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    1. Thank you for kind and sensitive thoughts, Karen. Happy New Year to you and yours.

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